I'm not going to be childish anymore

This is regarding my mind
why say so?

I'm going to talk about "Mine" mind thinking

I'm Know some of the time
I was Childish,
I was easy to cry all the time, no matter where am I.

But Something was happened
and it is showing that How weak am I Now.

I found myself was too childish.
I found myself was not stronger
I found myself weakness.
I found that I hate myself too easy to cry.

I wanna to change it.
I wanna to be a mature girl
having mature mind thinking

the way I think, I talk
I wanna to be mature.
to change
to say goodbye to childish.

No More worry.
Yea Why Am I Worry for That Thing Never ever happened
Why Am I worry for that thing I even don't know will it be that worst
What Am I Worry for ?

Actually thing are not going be so worst.
Actually thing can be change if I keep Myself Positive always

Bad Luck will leave me far far away all the time
Good Luck will Stay with me all the time whenever, wherever I at and I need.

I Have to believe everything is made by myself
I Have to believe everything is Change by my hand.

Nothing is impossible
Nothing is Bad
Nothing is Cannot to be change
Nothing is cannot to be face
and Nothing is gonna to lost forever
Nothing is cannot to be accept.

We are Human Being.
So Why not to be Mature,
Think Positive
Let face it
be stronger
be happy
be Mature
and treasure time, people and whatever I have now.

I Know I have to be stronger.

Time is short,
I Knew something might be happened badly soon
and I'm the one to stay stronger to take care My family.

I'm not going to cry anymore.
I will be stronger.
I wont be childish anymore.

Time to change myself.
I knew everything will be alright.
I Knew everything will be best.

Face it Positive
Treat it is the challenge in a part of life that I have to cross and pass by.

No suffer,
No stress,
No sadness,
No argue,
No disappointed,
No Bad Luck in life ever

Only Smile, Happy, Positive and Good Luck

Thing only will Go Smooth even it is stuck in there sometime
But life still go on
Thing will be change to be fine
Situation will never stop at there and keep the bad moment.
how we think, how we face and how we treat it
it gonna to change everything no matter is bad or good. it is depend on US.

Because Situation change due to environment.

It is called Life.

Step to Join Christian

Yea , The journey to step in the church
To Become Christian.
It is not a bad thing.

Why?

Actually I Love Christian.
Just I'm used to be Buddhism.
So Sometime I can't accept what they do and think,
Due to Some of the way they think was kinda different with us.

But think clearly,
We are people,
have any thing that not made by people or talk or do by people?

yea all is come from Human Being.
Why not just learn to accept?

Anyway, I decide to join.
Not because of my Dar is Christian only
is Because I Feel That is a time to be.

Not understand?
Actually I'm Also

Just simple to describe
is time for me to understand more ,
learn more,
know more,
and accept whatever it is.

yea. I should not just live in my life, my world
accept whatever there are.

People only will Improve...

Because I want to be a Open minded and People who are always Improve and Happy in her Life.

is time to be different
to be mature.

Rest at home Now

I'm Just Get back from Pulau Penang by today morning 7/6/10 2am something.

Yeah it is very tire.
So I take Leave for today, 7/6/10.
XD

But I get scold by my Parent ...
They dislike me take leave often, but I have to and I Just 2nd time take leave >.<

My Dar, say that:
I'm Not expect You take Leave for Monday actually.
But I'm really sorry DAR, I was very tire.
So I have to.

and My dar he is going to work.
I Know actually should go to work.
So That I can save one more date of annual Leave for another Travel or Emergency used.

even it is true.
but I have already take.
hence just let it be.

anyway, it is a nice trip to Pulau Penang again
Even thought it just to visit he family and having breakfast,Lunch and dinner together
and go to meet up he relatives ,shopping a while too

But it is a good chance for me to know more him and he family.
I Feel That I and he family Become close and closes.

It is a Good News.

Therefore, went to Pulau Penang for just a Gathering actually is Good Trip Ever I Have.

我想找回

有的人，自信的很
有的人，却怎么也自信不起来，即使本身的条件并不差。

我的自信。。。
我想找回。。。

the day I most like

what a beauty day in the week of day...
that is sunday ^^

the day i like most...
relax and doing nothing...
sometime having breakfast, lunch or dinner with friends or family.

sometimes went out for shopping,jogging
sometimes just stay at home.

it is a very relaxing day...

anything

I'm just trying to hide up my feeling.

I'm Just Don't want to care anything...
I'm Just Wanna to be myself...

All I want is be happy...
just don't care...

I Just wish everything going fine.

My job was very busy during working hours...
I keep rush and i found that time are not enough for me to done my daily task...

Just dont want to postpone my job task >.<...

难受。。。

等着都不知道会不会call我的电话。。。
感觉很不好受。。。

犹如失去联络。。。感觉被抛弃。。。

心很不好受。。。
没有电话，没有回复
而且电话还关机。。。

这种感觉真的好像被抛弃了。。。