无奈~~

曾经的朋友,现在已变成陌生人

明明就认识的,可是我们已不再关心对方了

无奈,我们的缘分只有到那一天

谢谢上天让我认识到你

但是我们已不再是朋友了

彼此心里的那个刺~~

是否会消失?

你与我也不知道~~~

Change your mind or not ?

when facing bad situation/problem/sadness or anything

some people stay at their mind,

some people choose to change their mind

they stay their mind is because they think that is right, that is good

but when others choose to change their mind is because they found that are not what they want

we can't keep people mind or point of view same as what we think, what we thought that is good or rigth

it is because not everyone have the same thinking and mind

for sure, we are human being but we are made from different human being

we grown up in different environment

so we have different point of view for everything we meet, we though, we saw and we found

we are different but we are learning from each others

that is where we are grow up and what we are fight for

so what would you do, to change your mind every time or not to and keep stay your mind until the end?

Finally

终于昨天见到了我的他

到了sungai long就等他和他的朋友,henry and angel 来接我

然后,我们就去吃午餐

过后我就和他们一起回我男友的朋友家

待在那,看他们做东西

一直到晚上,

吃了晚餐就去看戏

一路上,有好多的笑话

最重要是,我的他

一直都在我身边

其实,见到他的那一刻,

我的心就很踏实了

我知道,我常想很多...

但是,我告诉自己不要再那样了

也答应了我的他

第二件值得我开心的是,

我的成绩出了

而且,我还pass完呢

终于我,可以正式毕业了

现在,好期待毕业典礼的那一天

其实,想开点,想的简单又positive

很多事情,也不是梦里的那样坏

今天,看了一部戏,虽然很小孩

但是,那部戏很有意识

他说,梦坏了就丢吧,你可以再从新的发过

把梦发成好梦就好啦

不要因为害怕而逃避

反而应该面对...

原来,梦是好是坏,是自己决定的

同样,我的爱情可以维持的多长久

也是看我和他怎么看待和维持的...

或许,我应该一直都保持positive的心态

也应该相信他和我自己

他选择了我,我选择了他

当初,我们想得很简单,

一心就只是跟着我们的心走,不是吗?

为什么突然,我会怀疑他和自己的选择呢?

我根本不该想得那么多的...

随心就好了...相信当初的选择

简单的相信,简单的爱

Suck~~

I'm dam Suck Now

Keep Flu,even though my deman already recover

my body stil not yet recover at all

is really like I Live in the hell

suck man~~

I suffer in this kind of life

drink water with no taste

it is really differ than last time the taste I drink

dunno why while drink it i feel to vomit

aikss

OMG, why I wil sick til so suck like tat

now i just hope i can recover at all

than go to look for job again

now my parent din have force me fast fast have a job jor

cuz tat day go to see doctor

my doctor say, tis kind of job need slow slow look for it

and my mum she agree too

wuahahaha finally i can slow slow look for job jor...hehe

but i wont slow til one day look for one job la

sure i will gambate to look for job,

i try to get a job as soon as possible

i think, b4 that, i have to take good care my body and health 1st

cuz since i aft operation until now

I also haven't rest

no wonder i sick til so suck...>.<

生病的日子

最近我病倒了

病得很严重~~

整身都没力气

吃东西都没胃口

不止呢,我还没了味觉

吃什么喝什么都是药的味道

弄得我要呕呢

还好喝水可以加点盐,

总算有一样让我有回味觉了

今天是一天比较好的一天

我的发烧总算好了

可是我担心会再回来

所以一点也不敢放松

妈叫我多喝水

你知道吗,我已经害怕吃吃药了

昨天,我吃药不久就呕了

不止呢,流鼻水变成流鼻血

今天咳嗽咳到血来

而且我还一直上大号呢

妈说是药的作用

加上身体里很热

所以才这样

好啦,今天就写到这吧~~

I'm SIck soon... i think

I'm going to sick soon, i think >.<

now my body so hot~~

i think no one will same like me, interview til sick >.<

i stil left two more interview to go~~

i hope i can get afamosa job >.<

than not need go to interview again >.<

keep go to interview oledi make me bcome poor...

if get a job than means i wil have income soon >.<

started , i afraid i cant handle the afamosa,position is PR...this kind of job

cuz it is handle by myself,

no team mate, is all handle by myself...

but when aft go to diamond event interview job...

i found tat act work in afamosa is a good choice...

cuz i can get to learn many thing and work independent

bside, i can be more experience in future too

summore i found tat , act work in team or individu has no diff

as a PR at afamosa, you just need to be more independent

and what the diamond company event job do is almost the same wf afamosa

just work at afamosa is more related to media and events

more face to outside...and more works to do...

but in afamosa wil be more PRO...

so now, im not afraid of that or scare i cant handle it

cuz it is a part of my job no matter where the company i go through

so now i just bless god,

please give me to success to get the afamosa job ^^

nervous >.<

OmG, I JUst Check my college website

my last sem result are going release

I suddenly feel so nervous >.<

and in the same time feel scare too

aikss~~ i think i wil fail, can't get to graduate

sien la~~ need resit...

now don't know which should i worry

exam result? or job?

so fan and swt =.=lll

if i got job already, i sure wont care about the result

becuase i just need focus on my job

and try my best to pass the paper and get the cert only

but now, no job... and ... need resit ( if )

than i sure get scold by my dad

aikss... now i wonder why i so scare?

is because of the stress from my parent or myself?