Is happy or Nervous?

Next monday, 13 july 2009

is my 1st day to work at blivene talent agency

my job is admin plus secretary

need handle the office task, paper work, proposal, minutes and so on~~

the problem is, must have a very good english pronounce and writing

i scare i can't afford it

but i hope i can handle it and do it well

hope i din hv choose wrong job...

to change my job from a project coordinator to as a admin plus secretary

i know it is a tough job but i will do my best

hope i can pass the confirm month and up salary and work happily. ^^

惊险的一天

看着我,lotus,看着我

这是那一天我昏昏迷迷时一直听到的话,但也是我最感动的话,

话说当天,

我突发的病,把我身边的人给吓坏了

第一被吓坏的是vicky

她从我没事到真个人脸青青的

然后,我就开始越来越疼

甚至到哭了

更严重的是,我全身都麻痹了

然后我慢慢的要盖上眼睛了

而vicky更怕了,她一直的说,

看着我,lotus,看着我

一直到那里的工作人员把我扶去休息室,

我还是很疼,只是好过我坐着~~

还好当时有vicky陪在我身边

她一直的call我的男友和我的妈妈

在这,我真的很感谢vicky,

谢谢你.

当ambulan到时,我男友也到了

看到他来到,我真的很感动

原来,他是多么的紧张我的

他帮忙抬我下去,到我上了ambulan车

他还很紧张的告诉那医务人员我的状况

到我抵达医院了

我也是很疼,是非常的疼哦

医生就决定给我打止痛针

过后,vicky才放心回家

剩下来陪我的是我的男友

他一直陪着我

看到我要闭上眼睛时,

他说,看着我宝贝,看着我

你还要做我的老婆的

听了,我更感动

这才发现,我在他心里是多么的重要

一直到我检查完了,去掉水~~

他还是陪着我说笑,

到我可以回家了,他才真正的放心

回到家,我妈很紧张的说,

你吓死人啦~~

就这样一天里,我吓坏了我身边的朋友,男友和家人

但是,我也因此知道,我身边是有很多人是真的很关心我很在乎我的

原来,事情的发生是注定的

它的发生是要我从中发现一些道理

我很感激的说,我爱你们

谢谢你们让我从死活过来

也因你们,我才会更珍惜

谢谢

无奈~~

曾经的朋友,现在已变成陌生人

明明就认识的,可是我们已不再关心对方了

无奈,我们的缘分只有到那一天

谢谢上天让我认识到你

但是我们已不再是朋友了

彼此心里的那个刺~~

是否会消失?

你与我也不知道~~~

Change your mind or not ?

when facing bad situation/problem/sadness or anything

some people stay at their mind,

some people choose to change their mind

they stay their mind is because they think that is right, that is good

but when others choose to change their mind is because they found that are not what they want

we can't keep people mind or point of view same as what we think, what we thought that is good or rigth

it is because not everyone have the same thinking and mind

for sure, we are human being but we are made from different human being

we grown up in different environment

so we have different point of view for everything we meet, we though, we saw and we found

we are different but we are learning from each others

that is where we are grow up and what we are fight for

so what would you do, to change your mind every time or not to and keep stay your mind until the end?

Finally

终于昨天见到了我的他

到了sungai long就等他和他的朋友,henry and angel 来接我

然后,我们就去吃午餐

过后我就和他们一起回我男友的朋友家

待在那,看他们做东西

一直到晚上,

吃了晚餐就去看戏

一路上,有好多的笑话

最重要是,我的他

一直都在我身边

其实,见到他的那一刻,

我的心就很踏实了

我知道,我常想很多...

但是,我告诉自己不要再那样了

也答应了我的他

第二件值得我开心的是,

我的成绩出了

而且,我还pass完呢

终于我,可以正式毕业了

现在,好期待毕业典礼的那一天

其实,想开点,想的简单又positive

很多事情,也不是梦里的那样坏

今天,看了一部戏,虽然很小孩

但是,那部戏很有意识

他说,梦坏了就丢吧,你可以再从新的发过

把梦发成好梦就好啦

不要因为害怕而逃避

反而应该面对...

原来,梦是好是坏,是自己决定的

同样,我的爱情可以维持的多长久

也是看我和他怎么看待和维持的...

或许,我应该一直都保持positive的心态

也应该相信他和我自己

他选择了我,我选择了他

当初,我们想得很简单,

一心就只是跟着我们的心走,不是吗?

为什么突然,我会怀疑他和自己的选择呢?

我根本不该想得那么多的...

随心就好了...相信当初的选择

简单的相信,简单的爱

Suck~~

I'm dam Suck Now

Keep Flu,even though my deman already recover

my body stil not yet recover at all

is really like I Live in the hell

suck man~~

I suffer in this kind of life

drink water with no taste

it is really differ than last time the taste I drink

dunno why while drink it i feel to vomit

aikss

OMG, why I wil sick til so suck like tat

now i just hope i can recover at all

than go to look for job again

now my parent din have force me fast fast have a job jor

cuz tat day go to see doctor

my doctor say, tis kind of job need slow slow look for it

and my mum she agree too

wuahahaha finally i can slow slow look for job jor...hehe

but i wont slow til one day look for one job la

sure i will gambate to look for job,

i try to get a job as soon as possible

i think, b4 that, i have to take good care my body and health 1st

cuz since i aft operation until now

I also haven't rest

no wonder i sick til so suck...>.<

生病的日子

最近我病倒了

病得很严重~~

整身都没力气

吃东西都没胃口

不止呢,我还没了味觉

吃什么喝什么都是药的味道

弄得我要呕呢

还好喝水可以加点盐,

总算有一样让我有回味觉了

今天是一天比较好的一天

我的发烧总算好了

可是我担心会再回来

所以一点也不敢放松

妈叫我多喝水

你知道吗,我已经害怕吃吃药了

昨天,我吃药不久就呕了

不止呢,流鼻水变成流鼻血

今天咳嗽咳到血来

而且我还一直上大号呢

妈说是药的作用

加上身体里很热

所以才这样

好啦,今天就写到这吧~~