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One month...Still Have ONE MONTH !!
The Day are Soon to Reach...

30day from now onward ...
Countdown ING...

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way in love

Maybe this really is the only way we have to go through...

choose-->Understanding -->Grow up --->love --->marry --->stick until old

But i'm still in the understanding...
I'm Know I'm going to the next step---> grow up...

Recall:
" a Guy who think about future only worth for me to consider"

something meaning of it...
It is true.
My Mum told me

Recall Back :
" important not he rich, is how he treat you,is it nicely,sayang you, You Happy to be with him"

Did you meet someone like this??
For me...Maybe...

Because I'm Still in the Understanding Way...

it is still far away

I'll Move on

[ I'll Move on ]

it is a nice song.
Just like talking about my Feeling


share with you all

我一定能。。。

在这夜里，一个人坐在电脑前。。。
脑袋反复的想。。。
我的心，可以放开一切吗？

我可以不去计较，不去在意。。。
以平常心。。。面对，对待，看待。。。
所发生的突发事件，决定，答案？
相信所认识，所相信，
不被一些还没查明的事实给火起EQ
做个冷静的人。
冷静的做判断。
冷静地分析
不被任何的事，物与人给打乱我的思绪和情绪。

有的时候，我的情绪不受控制。。。
我能做到不被EQ打败的成功人吗？

在想，YAMADA 是怎么做到不被情绪影响自己的想法，决定和看法呢？
我有时真的觉得自己很失败。

但是，我不认输。

我一定会做到。我一直这么的告诉自己。
我一定可以把情绪给控制的很好。
做个把EQ给打败。

不被别人的话，举动，想法和看法给影响。
我一定能，我一定可以的！！

A brand New Life + Nickname

Hey Guy, My life will move in a Brand New Life.
a Brand New me.
Hence, My nickname change to Lianne

LIANNE, My new Nickname. it is convert from my last Name Lian + ne = Lianne

of course, my life change a brand new way to live,communicate 
life style also change.

next week Monday, is my Brand New life style start.
Busy work, enjoy working life
how about Love Life?
I guess is time to keep a side.
Not to think about it,even worry also kick a side
No time for that anymore.

time for Career,My life,My friends.
Is Time for Me to Enjoy Myself.

I don't want sadness anymore,
I don't want worry in my life 
I Just want, Happy,enjoy,relax and Smile.

So I Just Live for Myself not others.

Hence, I'm Welcome my brand New life and My new Nickname.
Situation change, environment Different.
Career too.

I'm chasing My dream.
It is close and closer.

Gathering Day

My Cousin Cute,right?

yesterday, Have gathering at my grandmother house.

and meet up with my aunt and uncle

besides, of course my cousin

it is second time we have gathering at my grandmother house

my mon told me that,

grandmother wanna meet us...

yea...we really been long time no meet up with them.

Wish we will having lot gathering with my relative at grandmother there (mother side relative)

Emo Going Normal

My Emo, Now getting to control. Due to My Mind been clear and positive.
Yea Yea Yea...Anti-Negative Mind
So My Emo will always go Positive Side.


Now I accept all have happened and get ready to accept all those Might be happened
I understand, all just social, all just chit chat
I can and why not he can?
he trust me so do I?
Yea, I also choose to Trust Him.


Just Chit Chat, Just hang out with friend even just alone with girl.
did I really can treat it as Normal?
I don't know...But I believe I can do it.
except he hang out alone with girl.


Tell me, any girl can accept their BF hang out alone with girl? any?
If have teach me how you make it, treat it as No Big Deal and treat is as normal?
I'm really interest to learn it.


But except that, such as,hang out/hang over/social / chit chat at net with he guy friend /house-mate /boss 
I can just treat it normal and No Big Deal Men.


Sometimes, I'm Over , I means My Emo too over control My mind
so Keep make the same mistake that I say I wont do that again.


and now, I wanna make myself be back myself, be a normal girl
a girl with smile,a girl treat everything and face everything as normal
No Big Deal.


Yea that is ME.
How I'm Lost Myself?
Now...is time to change back everything be Normal.
Not going under control by my Emo.


I'm Not going be a easy crying girl. Cuz I'm Grown, and is mature time and Mature Life.
Not too think negative but think of Positive
Trust Myself and trust Him 
Not to Think Much as I treat Everything are No Big Deal
Hence Say Good Bye to all those Naive Life