the sadness deep inside my heart

no matter still left how many day, how many month

that we stil can stay together, i will treasure it and enjoy the time,day with you.

i just want to have a sweet memory with you

yup, u will oversea and wont be back, i know it

so i treasure every minit everytime and everyday

wish you also the same

i just want you know that i love you

i really don't want we break in one day

i really hope we can stay together until we old

but i know it mayb just can be a dream

i really don't want to find other guy to replace you inside my heart

really hope you are the only one

i sad when you told me, if one day really break, you want to know that i can get a new bf or a

good guy to take care me than you will happy much

you know, i sad when hear it

like you don't want me, don't love me anymore

and want me don't love you and choose other guy

that really sad

because cannot stay together with the one we love and see he/she with other people having the

happiness but the people besides he/she not ourselve anymore

i dont know how to tell you or let you understand

now, i just want you

now i just want to love you

i know it clear that no one can replace you inside my heart

so i never say i love you

because i scare when you hear it you will run away

i scare when i say it, will scare you and will lost you

and the word '' i love you '' really hard to say out

not because of i don't love you

just i really love you

but i promise you, from now on

i will smile, i will not think about sadness again

just because don't want make you sad

and i also want to leave the sweet and nice memory to you before you oversea before you leave

me...

keep to smile ^^