Be Patient

people say, i'm not enough patient

people say , i'm not enough confidence on myself

people say, i'm make everything rush so much

people say, i push myself too much

at the started, i try to explain

and now , i just listen more than explain

since started until now, i learn one thing,

that is, i always find the excuse to myself

why i say so?

since i start to explain for myself
it already start to find excuse to myself
if, i really not as what people say so,
than what for people to say it out

I found that i like to run away from the problem of myself
I found that i like to give myself many excuse just because want to let myself feel better

I know, i can't change the situation when it is happened
actually, i very tire,
tire to everything
tire to every situation
tire to everything that have happenned to me

but someone told me, if i can't change the situation,than change urself
yup, he is right
situation can't be change,bt i can change myself

problem out not just because of the situation, it is also because of the people personality
since situation can't get to be change by myself, than i change myself to change the problem

i know i just need more time
i know i just need to change
i know everything will be fine
i know i need be more patient

so i try to change myself again and again
so i try to be more patient and patient
so i try to think clearly and clearly before i done any decision

sometime i really very tire
but when cross the period, it have the fun there, it have the memory there

sometime wanna to give up
but when past the situation and problem
i gain lot of experience and i also learn to be grown up again

sometime, i wil try to be another of me
but now, i just want to be myself
i wont to hide anything of myself
to act another face of me, really very tire

so i know, i should not run away
so i know, i have to be myself

to enjoy everything it have happened
to accept what i should accept
to face it and solve it

cuz nothing is impossible

so, be patient
again, i tel myself