Where am I from than where am I start again

I don't know, how long I will work at this company
recently, I keep think back the question
how long you will stay at this company?

Actually I can have a better job, doesn't?
I really don't Know what am I afraid of
I don't know why currenly
I rather enjoy my work now

Did I choose to give up
what I have learn before?

The Answer is NOT

I know I looking for the answer that
I want to Look for
even though, I don't know
what is the answer at the end
but I know, I try to look for the answer
during the job I work currently

I understand, My skill still weak
I knew I need to improve MYself
I have to!!
I Knew no one is perfect
But I don't want just like that
I want to be a useful but not useless people

I was Keep on look for the college
to learn Account
I was keep on to look for the college
to update my software skill
I try to find the chance for myself
I know chance is at my hand
So I have to Move forward

I know I need money
So I Need a Job
I need to settle down everything
I need to make my Dream come true
To change myself
To change the situation
To change That I though it is impossible
To make it be possible

Because when I dare to Move forward,
Everything to be change too

I Need Brave
I Need Confidence
I Need Money
I Need Time
I Need Chance

So I will Make it from impossible to become possible

To Find Back Myself, My direction

Start again ,
From where am I
Start again ,
From where I lost
Start again,
From Here I am