the five month love end

五个月了,但我选择了分开,
其实我很开心与你一起
但最近太多事情发生
我没办法兼顾你,我的学业和我的练习
结果我选择放弃你,
其实我不要放弃任何一个但我再也给不到你安全感了
你也希望我们能见面可是我却希望能有多点的空间
我开始觉得很有压力,或许我知道我给不到你要的
所以我选择分开
可是我却很难过,我哭了
当我一上LRT到KTm
我就一直的哭,中间我也下了一次车
到回到家,我在房间里再哭
before i slp, i also cry
even juz awake tis morning i also cry
now i writing also cry
my heart so pain
wil i be fine soon?
mayb i wil...
but i dun think so

the 1st dream come true

today is a happy day

he n me go out to watch movie and we walk around too

tis is the 1st date we hv

i'm so happy it is because he make my dream come true

i thought he wont go out with me,

he wont have a date with me

he oledi make my 1st dream come true

although we don't have hold hand while we walk together

but it oledi very sweet for me

we sit together to watch movie

we having lunch aft watch movie

we walk around together

we eat ice-cream together too

thanks god, you give me a beauty dream that i wish to have

thanks dar, you make my dream come true

thanks dar, you give me a very sweet dream

now i waiting for pulau ketam dream

tis will be our second sweet dream

i really try my best to collect all the sweet dream that we can have

i wish i can collect as much as i can before you leave me

before you oversea

maybe before we break up

i treat all of tis is a dream

i treat all the time we have is gold

haha...i so silly?

but i really wan collect our dream, collect our memory

hope you can help me, give me the chance to collect

thanks god

just a illustrate

love, so weak

love, so illustrate

today i view my frenz lit sis blog

and i reliease, her bf betray her

she n her bf stay together oledi 1 yr more

but how cum

how come a stable love can happened tis kind of thing

guy, always just wan to chase a better and better gal

but not the heart?

how come guy always so greedy?

did them reliase, people always just can have one but no more than one

even love also same

greedy just will let you lost all the thing you have

mayb guy always is childish and greedy

never learn to treasure and mature in love

aiksss, will my ''him'' just love me?

but i noe, in one day

he will leave me and love other gal

and not love me anymore

ya, people, always just love and like new thing, new people and pretty people

they never feel enuff for now also never treasure what they have

but always regret about what they do and say aft tat

did you know it is too late, no matter how many time u feel regret, it cant be back and it wont be back

the sadness deep inside my heart

no matter still left how many day, how many month

that we stil can stay together, i will treasure it and enjoy the time,day with you.

i just want to have a sweet memory with you

yup, u will oversea and wont be back, i know it

so i treasure every minit everytime and everyday

wish you also the same

i just want you know that i love you

i really don't want we break in one day

i really hope we can stay together until we old

but i know it mayb just can be a dream

i really don't want to find other guy to replace you inside my heart

really hope you are the only one

i sad when you told me, if one day really break, you want to know that i can get a new bf or a

good guy to take care me than you will happy much

you know, i sad when hear it

like you don't want me, don't love me anymore

and want me don't love you and choose other guy

that really sad

because cannot stay together with the one we love and see he/she with other people having the

happiness but the people besides he/she not ourselve anymore

i dont know how to tell you or let you understand

now, i just want you

now i just want to love you

i know it clear that no one can replace you inside my heart

so i never say i love you

because i scare when you hear it you will run away

i scare when i say it, will scare you and will lost you

and the word '' i love you '' really hard to say out

not because of i don't love you

just i really love you

but i promise you, from now on

i will smile, i will not think about sadness again

just because don't want make you sad

and i also want to leave the sweet and nice memory to you before you oversea before you leave

me...

keep to smile ^^

我们都清楚

我们都知道,到最后我们会分开,
我们现在只是努力的为对方留下最美好的回忆
让对方都记得都没遗憾.

是我太傻了,是我太天真.
我怎么那么的天真那么的傻,
我怎么认真了起来

怎么突然间,你变得不难过不在乎了呢?
是我的错觉吗?

我怎么觉得现在是我太难过而你一点也没事那样呢?
我想是我突然认真了吧...

我是否该停止这伤心的感觉了呢?
因为我都知道,我们会分开,会分手的
或许,我真的该停止这伤心的感觉,
努力的为他留下美好的回忆...

我只想他能永远的记着我
记得我们曾经的回忆曾经的快乐
那就足够了
真的就足够了

learning during holiday

long time din write blog at here

and now i write back this blog and using back english

today is the second day for my holiday

i stil hv 3 week go on for my holiday

juz finish my 4 sem final...

but i feel a bit sad because i found that i will be resit my this sem paper

i hope i can past all paper

and now i wanted to work hard to improve my english writing and speaking

so i promise myself, i will start to read, and do lot of partice to improve my english language

lotus, gambate !! ^^

想念

不知道，这一刻我是怎么了，我突然很想念你

想念你的拥抱，想念你的吻

好希望这一刻，你在我身边， 抱着我

就如你常常那样的抱着我，

我觉得好温暖，好有安全感

就如你是只属于我，我多希望那一刻可以停下

真的希望，你能那样的爱我， 不会停下，

我喜欢你那样的爱我，喜欢你那样的呵护我，保护我

想念你的心，在这一刻变得好强哦。。。

呵呵。。。或许是因为今天的天气特别的冷吧

所以，我特别的想念你。。。