Finally

终于昨天见到了我的他

到了sungai long就等他和他的朋友,henry and angel 来接我

然后,我们就去吃午餐

过后我就和他们一起回我男友的朋友家

待在那,看他们做东西

一直到晚上,

吃了晚餐就去看戏

一路上,有好多的笑话

最重要是,我的他

一直都在我身边

其实,见到他的那一刻,

我的心就很踏实了

我知道,我常想很多...

但是,我告诉自己不要再那样了

也答应了我的他

第二件值得我开心的是,

我的成绩出了

而且,我还pass完呢

终于我,可以正式毕业了

现在,好期待毕业典礼的那一天

其实,想开点,想的简单又positive

很多事情,也不是梦里的那样坏

今天,看了一部戏,虽然很小孩

但是,那部戏很有意识

他说,梦坏了就丢吧,你可以再从新的发过

把梦发成好梦就好啦

不要因为害怕而逃避

反而应该面对...

原来,梦是好是坏,是自己决定的

同样,我的爱情可以维持的多长久

也是看我和他怎么看待和维持的...

或许,我应该一直都保持positive的心态

也应该相信他和我自己

他选择了我,我选择了他

当初,我们想得很简单,

一心就只是跟着我们的心走,不是吗?

为什么突然,我会怀疑他和自己的选择呢?

我根本不该想得那么多的...

随心就好了...相信当初的选择

简单的相信,简单的爱

Suck~~

I'm dam Suck Now

Keep Flu,even though my deman already recover

my body stil not yet recover at all

is really like I Live in the hell

suck man~~

I suffer in this kind of life

drink water with no taste

it is really differ than last time the taste I drink

dunno why while drink it i feel to vomit

aikss

OMG, why I wil sick til so suck like tat

now i just hope i can recover at all

than go to look for job again

now my parent din have force me fast fast have a job jor

cuz tat day go to see doctor

my doctor say, tis kind of job need slow slow look for it

and my mum she agree too

wuahahaha finally i can slow slow look for job jor...hehe

but i wont slow til one day look for one job la

sure i will gambate to look for job,

i try to get a job as soon as possible

i think, b4 that, i have to take good care my body and health 1st

cuz since i aft operation until now

I also haven't rest

no wonder i sick til so suck...>.<

生病的日子

最近我病倒了

病得很严重~~

整身都没力气

吃东西都没胃口

不止呢,我还没了味觉

吃什么喝什么都是药的味道

弄得我要呕呢

还好喝水可以加点盐,

总算有一样让我有回味觉了

今天是一天比较好的一天

我的发烧总算好了

可是我担心会再回来

所以一点也不敢放松

妈叫我多喝水

你知道吗,我已经害怕吃吃药了

昨天,我吃药不久就呕了

不止呢,流鼻水变成流鼻血

今天咳嗽咳到血来

而且我还一直上大号呢

妈说是药的作用

加上身体里很热

所以才这样

好啦,今天就写到这吧~~

I'm SIck soon... i think

I'm going to sick soon, i think >.<

now my body so hot~~

i think no one will same like me, interview til sick >.<

i stil left two more interview to go~~

i hope i can get afamosa job >.<

than not need go to interview again >.<

keep go to interview oledi make me bcome poor...

if get a job than means i wil have income soon >.<

started , i afraid i cant handle the afamosa,position is PR...this kind of job

cuz it is handle by myself,

no team mate, is all handle by myself...

but when aft go to diamond event interview job...

i found tat act work in afamosa is a good choice...

cuz i can get to learn many thing and work independent

bside, i can be more experience in future too

summore i found tat , act work in team or individu has no diff

as a PR at afamosa, you just need to be more independent

and what the diamond company event job do is almost the same wf afamosa

just work at afamosa is more related to media and events

more face to outside...and more works to do...

but in afamosa wil be more PRO...

so now, im not afraid of that or scare i cant handle it

cuz it is a part of my job no matter where the company i go through

so now i just bless god,

please give me to success to get the afamosa job ^^

nervous >.<

OmG, I JUst Check my college website

my last sem result are going release

I suddenly feel so nervous >.<

and in the same time feel scare too

aikss~~ i think i wil fail, can't get to graduate

sien la~~ need resit...

now don't know which should i worry

exam result? or job?

so fan and swt =.=lll

if i got job already, i sure wont care about the result

becuase i just need focus on my job

and try my best to pass the paper and get the cert only

but now, no job... and ... need resit ( if )

than i sure get scold by my dad

aikss... now i wonder why i so scare?

is because of the stress from my parent or myself?

tire for searching job

today, i slack at home...

doing nothing, not because i don't wan look for job already

is because, i can't get any job!!

sien, wanna look for advertising or event field job really so hard >.<

but, i wont give it up

i will gambate to look for it

just today and tomorrow is rest day

why?

because i already look for 3 day and go for interview for 3 day too >.<

really is tire tire tire

but, this friday and saturday i will go to pwtc career fair look for job plus interview

really hope that i can get a job >.<

i alreaday graduate for around 2 week,

but i still din not get any job to work yet

god, please bless for me

give me a good job good salary

some more, bless for me all the best and good luck

give me the power to meet the right company and right job , thanks very much >.<

i hope i can work as soon as possible

than i can spend money by myself, earn money by myself too

so than my family won't feel that I'm wasting their money and time

suffer >.<

no people really can understand my feel now >.<

other than my bf and my friend who is always go to interview with me , vicky

thanks ^^

主宰一切的是你

爱情,让人变得成熟

但也会让人变得幼稚

爱情,让人变得很开朗

但也会让人变得很忧郁

爱情,让人变得很开心

但也会让人变得很伤心

爱情,让人变得很美丽

但也会让人变得很丑

爱情,让人的生活多姿多彩

但也会让人的生活从此失去光彩

爱情,让人变得很上进很努力

但也会让人变得很懒惰

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该怎么拥有好的远离不好的

那就得看你自己的心境

不同的心境,让你面对不同的事情

不同的心境让你有不同的看法与想法

不同的心境更让你得到不同的回报

往好的去想,那么你的爱情就会是好的

往坏的去想,那么你的爱情就会是很多坏的

所以你的爱情会是好的还是坏的

那就看你自己,你自己是那个主宰你爱情的未来是怎么样

同样,你的未来也是一样的道理

所以主宰一切的未来是你自己

心

心,是人的主要

心,让人找到方向

心,让人感觉到酸甜苦辣

心,让人知道什么才是最重要的

心,让人能分辨什么是对与错

心,影响一个人成为好或是坏

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而我的心呢?

让我感觉到酸甜苦辣

让我找到方向

但也让我失去方向

让我知道我要一路学习与改变自己的心境

让我明白人要不断地去帮助别人

好让自己能够往向positive的边界

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我决定,改变自己那negative的心境

让它变成positive的心境

我决定,不再让自己迷失方向

好让自己不要老是只会依靠别人而忘了我也可以靠自己

我决定,让自己变得更开朗

好让自己的生活远离那些不好的一切

让我的生活充满笑与好的

我决定,用那开心去影响身边所有的朋友

所以从今以后我不单止要成为开心的人也要让身边所有的人开心

Be Positive

才刚考完试,就一直被家人追问: "几时做工?"

我真的很压力,难道一读完就一定要做工就一定会找到工?

真的好难过,我家人没体谅我的处境,

就只想他们的处境

他们怎么都那么的自私,

我不是不要找工呀~~

难过的同时就好想哭~~

还好,我还有他给我的安慰~~

可是我想我也过分了

我在半夜找他~~

我感觉到他很不耐烦~~

虽然今天,他解释了,他并没有那个意识~~

其实~~我知道我自己很烦~~

老是那样的emo~~

我该往positive的方向想的~~

就如他平时说的多想好的方面

该放下曾经不好的一切

往向好的一面~~~

说真的~~我知道我失去了方向

我知道我在逃避找工作的问题

想让自己先在家里休息~~

可是家人给的压力,真的开始不想待在家了

所以一直在找个人来听听他的声音好让自己觉得舒服和感觉安全

或许也只有这样我才可以让自己清醒和找到自己的方向

但昨晚他给我的反映,让我觉得好伤心

我也觉得自己应该过分了

我是不是不应该打捞他呢?

我一直这样的问自己~~

直到他向我解释,

我想,我不该把昨晚的事放在心上

但是我还是问不到自己那个问题的答案

我该再烦他吗?

其实,我到现在都觉得好伤心,是真的很伤心~~

我一直重复的想他昨晚告诉我的话~~

刚才,我的朋友说,人要多想positive的那么将来面对都会是好的

他的话让我想起,我的他也说过类似的话~~

我知道,我该忘记不开心的,

毕竟他不是有意伤害我的

我想是吧~~

活得开心在于不计较,简单而且想法positive