people say, i'm not enough patient
people say , i'm not enough confidence on myself
people say, i'm make everything rush so much
people say, i push myself too much
at the started, i try to explain
and now , i just listen more than explain
since started until now, i learn one thing,
that is, i always find the excuse to myself
why i say so?
since i start to explain for myself
it already start to find excuse to myself
if, i really not as what people say so,
than what for people to say it out
I found that i like to run away from the problem of myself
I found that i like to give myself many excuse just because want to let myself feel better
I know, i can't change the situation when it is happened
actually, i very tire,
tire to everything
tire to every situation
tire to everything that have happenned to me
but someone told me, if i can't change the situation,than change urself
yup, he is right
situation can't be change,bt i can change myself
problem out not just because of the situation, it is also because of the people personality
since situation can't get to be change by myself, than i change myself to change the problem
i know i just need more time
i know i just need to change
i know everything will be fine
i know i need be more patient
so i try to change myself again and again
so i try to be more patient and patient
so i try to think clearly and clearly before i done any decision
sometime i really very tire
but when cross the period, it have the fun there, it have the memory there
sometime wanna to give up
but when past the situation and problem
i gain lot of experience and i also learn to be grown up again
sometime, i wil try to be another of me
but now, i just want to be myself
i wont to hide anything of myself
to act another face of me, really very tire
so i know, i should not run away
so i know, i have to be myself
to enjoy everything it have happened
to accept what i should accept
to face it and solve it
cuz nothing is impossible
so, be patient
again, i tel myself
