Gathering Day

My Cousin Cute,right?

yesterday, Have gathering at my grandmother house.

and meet up with my aunt and uncle

besides, of course my cousin

it is second time we have gathering at my grandmother house

my mon told me that,

grandmother wanna meet us...

yea...we really been long time no meet up with them.

Wish we will having lot gathering with my relative at grandmother there (mother side relative)

Emo Going Normal

My Emo, Now getting to control. Due to My Mind been clear and positive.
Yea Yea Yea...Anti-Negative Mind
So My Emo will always go Positive Side.


Now I accept all have happened and get ready to accept all those Might be happened
I understand, all just social, all just chit chat
I can and why not he can?
he trust me so do I?
Yea, I also choose to Trust Him.


Just Chit Chat, Just hang out with friend even just alone with girl.
did I really can treat it as Normal?
I don't know...But I believe I can do it.
except he hang out alone with girl.


Tell me, any girl can accept their BF hang out alone with girl? any?
If have teach me how you make it, treat it as No Big Deal and treat is as normal?
I'm really interest to learn it.


But except that, such as,hang out/hang over/social / chit chat at net with he guy friend /house-mate /boss 
I can just treat it normal and No Big Deal Men.


Sometimes, I'm Over , I means My Emo too over control My mind
so Keep make the same mistake that I say I wont do that again.


and now, I wanna make myself be back myself, be a normal girl
a girl with smile,a girl treat everything and face everything as normal
No Big Deal.


Yea that is ME.
How I'm Lost Myself?
Now...is time to change back everything be Normal.
Not going under control by my Emo.


I'm Not going be a easy crying girl. Cuz I'm Grown, and is mature time and Mature Life.
Not too think negative but think of Positive
Trust Myself and trust Him 
Not to Think Much as I treat Everything are No Big Deal
Hence Say Good Bye to all those Naive Life